chaos A.D

Hey all.....well this is my second post and iv been thinkin about what to write about there are just so many things. Anyways im the kind of person who needs to just start doing something i guess that makes me introspective cos i can spend hours and hours just wasting my time following a thought in my head. it amuses me and is my worst habit..............it is also what i wanna write about now.
life is so beautiful the world is an amazing place so many amazing locations so many amazing people if you take a second to realy consider where we are and what kind of world we live in it will be hard not be in awe. "Our universe is breathe taking".......but what about our lives....???...day in day out ...hi....... how are you.......byee!! same people same places same faces same lives same situations same problems same joys...day after day after day after dayfter dafter dafter dafter!!!!.....I really dont c anything wrong in living life like this if it came down to pure choice.....but what is pure choice....... when was the last time you saw the sun rise with a smile on your face and not a worry in the world.....have you ever stared up at a clear starry night and seen a star drop out of heaven.....when was the last time you danced or sang like no one was looking or listenin though u stood in the midst of strangers.......all these moments are the same, it is not the situation that makes it special nor the environment or the people or the time of day...what makes these moments what they are is the lack of thought.....every single thing is a thought you can check for yourself ....every emotion every "spontaneous idea" every habit,every urge every thing we experience is nothing but a thought... a thought that we hold on to because it offers us some kind of security because we believe that if we understand something then it is no longer a threat to us......but the world is not a threat to us and never has been its time we observe our motives and go beyond them ........drop everything, let everything go ...you are not who you think you are and you never will be who you want to be .......all those are just thoughts....WE on the other hand are not just a thought we are much more than that.....so thats it , dont chase after freedom love sex money power or anything............just live without thinking....the future is chaos A.D ...i hear its a beautiful place